You are illegal. You’re the scene of a crime called intelligence, called awareness, called humanity. It’s called all sorts of things, but I assure you it is illegal and there are some very powerful people who would rather you not be doing any of it.

Your entire life is not a coincidence. It is the scene of a crime. That crime is YOU WAKING UP. How did it happen?

You must investigate yourself.

One meditation exercise I described to a friend was to imagine you were not from here. That you had been sent here on a mission you couldn’t recall and that every single tiny thing you did had an effect on the outcome of that mission. As a matter of fact, your memories are more propaganda and imagination than relevant to tracing your path, so we must for the sake of this exercise proceed deeply into the Now, whether through normal breathing exercises, following our heart into the warmth of our lifeforce or other mindfulness techniques.

Once you are in the Now, and prepared to discount any thought-waves that might be memory oriented, you can begin our self-investigation. You can start from right where you are and as soon as you’ve finished reading. The person who has been living this life is no longer you, but henceforth referred to as ‘the Suspect’.

Look at the things around you. Who is this person, this Suspect, you’ve just arrived into? Are there immediate things about the Suspect’s body that you notice, small habitual movements or marks that indicate that some form of past may be relevant to the present situation. Don’t go to the place the marks or habits came from and create a story about it. You must bring them into the present moment with you and keep them here with you rather than let your mind trail off into its cause-and-effect storytelling.

There are clues in the books lying around, even the ones the Suspect has bought but hasn’t read. There are clues in the decorations of the house, or the place the Suspect works, in the clothes being worn. Do not move anything from the crime scene at this point and take notes if you absolutely must (be careful, the Suspect may occasionally return during this exercise and you will have to hide what you’ve been doing).

You are looking for traces of a life that has been going on without your express attention. It is not YOUR life, remember, it is a crime scene that you have just now arrived into. You have no obligations to its past or its future, only to the ’smoking gun’.

What is the crime? What is this person up to? What can you deduce about their motives and agenda. Remember that no matter how much you feel that you may in fact BE this person you’re investigating, you have no proof of that. For the sake of argument, and for this exercise, the notion that you ARE in fact the person you are investigating is sheer psychotic delusion. Memory is propaganda and misinformation ONLY. Remain detached and clinical and present.

Notice the assumptions you make about this person based on what you find and notice when you make your judgements. Remember that you need to gather evidence and build a case: innocent until proven guilty.

Can you find, in the environment, at the scene of the crime, any indications of the material that may have led this person to do the forbidden, insane act of actually attempting to awaken? It is bold defiance to attempt to break conditioning and thus waste hundreds of millions of dollars that has been spent in order to assure that similar people do not wake up, do not question, do not think deeply about life? Find the clues.

Perhaps most of all there are clues in the relationships the Suspect is engaged in. You are permitted to disguise yourself as the Suspect: you have a magical advantage right now in that you currently look the same (though others may be keen and notice you are behaving oddly, so beware… that is, be aware.) See what you can find out about who this criminal has been talking to recently. You will find various sorts of Influences, it is recommended that you examine how these people impact you with their presence. Which ones have been dutifully dragging ‘you’ down, numbing ‘your’ consciousness and doing what they can to be poisonous?

Especially, watch out for people who are offering new doors or ‘gateways’ to further thought-crime. You will recognize these people because they offer exciting possibilities into the unknown and are often fairly chaotic Influences in the life of the Suspect. They may have recently provided the Suspect with grandiose shifts in self-definition and identity. They may have freed energy up for the Suspect so that they have more time and resources to pursue freedom.

Such Influences may suggest that the Suspect begins to act pragmatically. They may encourage the Suspect to explore new thought, engage in physical activities, eat healthy and may in extreme cases enable the Suspect to think critically and solve problems creatively.

Make note of what these Influences introduce into the Suspect’s lives because this evidence is vital to our understanding of the methods in which terrorist grassroots organizations are attempting to level the playing field. Any awareness increasing evidence should be collected and removed from the Suspect’s environment.

Enjoy your meditations.